She won the world at a carnival.

Sooo...

2009-09-29T13:34:00.000-07:00

I have been going about this blog thing very strangely. It is a good way to do it. But I feel like I need to update more. Lacking behind lately, due to being really stressed out.

Have had a lot go on with my life, my car, my job, my relationships with people.

But you can always follow my little life on twitter. Since I abuse it, haha.

Have been thinking about this as a career or not a lot. Debating back and forth to do nudes, and try to really make money off of art nudes for a while. But am scared of the possible repercussions. But we will see. I feel like this is a place I can be honest. So I want to be.

I have been really insecure, scared, etc over this. Over everything in my life. How I do my day job. How I come off to people. My love life. My family. I have almost driven myself insane in the past two weeks.

Now, for some reason, I have 180'd, come out of it. Realized a little. Still a little paranoid, freaked out. But I guess that's a normal feeling when you have felt out of placed for a while. But want to get back into the swing of everything, realize things are so much better. Maybe I shouldn't stretch myself out so thin.

I am not going to post any photos, but of course my flickr has a lot on it. Maybe next time, since I am going to try and update more, maybe I will if I keep it a little more personable.

And since this seems to be an ongoing theme in blogs these days, I want to write about a few things I view through my mind.

That life isn't as simple as people mean it to be. It isn't just "Put your mind to it, and you can do it." disney movie saying theories. Talking and doing are two different things. Be original. Try and think for yourself, don't post things on here that you just read somewhere else. If you aren't meant to be deep, or a close-up finder, the don't try and be.

I notice all these little things, even with my bad eyes. But only about ones that intrigue me.

Nothing that I haven't written down before. All these little things are nice, but they sadly surround a much more complicated substance.

I am a romantic though. So I will say that I miss everything being simple very much. And I constantly think in that mind set.

Hi everybody.

2009-08-29T14:33:00.000-07:00

I am sorry I've been gone forever.

A lot has happened with me since I made a real last update. Have been up and down the east coast, burning my car's mileage into the ground. Working. Being paranoid, burning bridges, building new ones, and making hard decisions in my life.

I just got back from being in Louisiana visiting family I haven't seen in 10 years, that was rough too.

But now I am back, with a positive outlook, an ambition, and I know exactly where I want to be. I just need to get there! Lots of stuff standing in my way, but I'm not going to let it get me down.

I have lots of new people that I've worked with, made connections, have even become really good friends. And I have more people that I've admired to come. I am really happy I get to be apart of people's art that I've stared at for years. It makes everything seem so worth it.

I've also been writing more, but it will probably never see the light of day. Just thought I'd say, my brain has been in high working mode. Lots of little ideas floating around in this little head.

In more modeling news, my first zivity set went live! Woo.

I am not sure if they 24 hour or 30 day trials anymore, but you def try and check it out. It's only 10 dollars a month and you get 5 votes to share with people! It's really a lot of fun, and there are lots of great artists on there! So check it out here, and vote please!

Now for some god damn pictures up in this piece!

First is by Joseph Balestra. When he was here for two weeks. Ms Jess Hawk did my make-up for me. We all collaborated really well. I love it.

The next few shots are from Ynot Photography. Who I always love to work with. We actually just took these the other day. He's always speedy with editing.

It was really thick outside that day, we had a huge thunderstorm just a few hours before we went out.

Next few shots are from when I went to Boston back in June. Dana Tarr showed Joseph Balestra and I around. We got some good shots, and got to use some vintage clothing from Circa. Also, you get to see a little friend I met while I was there. :]

Next few shots are from Visual Distress based out of Primal Stare Studios in NJ. He took some shots of me when I went up there and helped out for a workshop! And he took one of Samantha Nicole and I stuck in a box! Haha.

Gaaah!

2009-08-18T21:48:00.001-07:00

I am so behind it's insanity, not going to into too much detail.

You can check out my flickr few all the new shots, everything else. I will start updating again soon though.

I went to Philadelphia, and Baltimore this month. NYC next month!

Have been having a lot of fun though. I hope everyone's doing well.

Busy little thing.

2009-07-16T09:46:00.000-07:00

Leaving for DC tomorrow, first stop, shooting with Sandy Jones! And then hopefully Mickle Design Werks.

Then hanging out with PK Brazil at his place, Baltimore for Otakon the next day!

Asylum's Wii Party that night.

Shooting with Renee and Michael Woodward on Sunday. A very very busy weekend.

Then Monday hopefully shooting with someone I won't mention, in being scared I might be getting my hopes up way too much! Haha. Or possibly Tuesday.

Joseph Balestra arrives from NH on Tuesday, the mayhem will begin. Along with the epicness. Staying in Richmond/VA Beach area the first week, and then Philadelphia the second. :D Haven't quite started booking for Philly yet, but I am pretty damn excited for it.

Photo by Lindsey Heath from a few months ago. It was quite seriously me just in a normal day. Enjoy. :]

Need to start packing, and stop being lazy.

Oh and I got my haircut last night by the wonderful Jen Jennings. Just cut my dead ends off, and my bangs are super short again.

Whhhhyyy

2009-07-13T09:59:00.000-07:00

Are making travel plans so frikkin' hard? Gr. I also really need to give in and get a credit card.

I wish I could go to Philadelphia this weekend! :[ but I'm gonna go to DC instead. It's closer to home and much easier. Haha. :D Oh wells, what can you do?

Joseph Balestra will be here in one week! Book him if you'd like! We'll be in Philadelphia for one weekend, and all around VA/MD for the rest of the time he's here. :3

We plan on being crazy awesome the entire time, which won't be too hard, cause I mean, look at us. amirite.

Picking up Mojokiss tomorrow from the bus station! Excited to meet and work with him! Like crazy!

Worked with Lost For Words yesterday, but we sadly had to cut short because I got stung on my wrist by a wasp! I even asked the wasp why he struck me in such a way, I still don't know how it happened. But geez it hurt, and swelled. Ew.

Here's a crappy webcam photo I took yesterday before my shoot, in my new bedroom, which sadly isn't quite finished yet.

Big bows are love, so is lace. And cute black flats with big bows on them.

Need to plan DC this weekend, my bf needs to wake his ass up and talk to me or something! So hectic today, and it's my day off. Lameeeee.

Poor.

2009-07-10T12:13:00.000-07:00

Been shooting quite a bit lately. Still trying to figure out trips and the such. It's really awful not having the internet at my disposal at all times. :[

Need to fix that, somehow or another. Wish I had the money to just pay the bill every month, but I sadly don't.

But I did put the money down on my MM account, or am going to, once it goes into Mike's bank account. So that's cool.

If you'd like, I will start taking donations to get myself the internet every month, also, I need some new stuff to shoot in (I really want latex), and if you'd like to make a suggestion as to what you would like to see me shoot in (don't say nothing, that's not nice!), you can e-mail me at racheldashaemodel@yahoo.com.

Headline it "outfit blog" or something, so I know it's not spam. :D And if you'd like to make a donation, here is my paypal.

Also, I will mention you (if you'd like) in my blog, myspace, deviantart journal, livejournal, or if it's a donation for an outfit, I will credit you for donating for the outfit in anywhere the photos make go up.

And it can help me with trips in the future, etc, etccccccccc.

On with the photos, oh, and I need to post some other stuff up from the before shoot, where Marcus Hyde showed me this huge print he did of me! I'm also the front of his business cards, which made me excited. >D The little things make me happy in life. (not little to me though, actually a huge deal in my head, but some people just think I'm silly.)

Zivity.com

2009-07-04T14:09:00.000-07:00

My zivity account is back up and running, so add me please! RachelDashae@Zivity.com

Debating on whether or not to put the money down to get 20 more pictures a month on MM. I don't own a credit card, so until I can go to the bank and put some money into my bf's account, I have time to think about it, haha.

Oh, and happy 4th of July everyone! Gonna go out soon with my family and see fireworks, waiting for my mom to finish cookin up some yummy burgers. :]

NJ/NY in two weeks, that's if we can get the gas and stuff to ggooo. :[ I'm crossing my fingers!

Joseph Balestra will be here in a little over two weeks. Philadelphia the weekend after! Gotta book!

Possible San Fransisco trip at the end of August, into the beginning of September. Sweet jesus.

And Boston/ Southern NH possibly at the beginning of August. Mmm, fun, fun.

New stuff!

First from Corwin Prescott back in May when I went to Philadelphia. I hearts Corwin, he's fucking awesome, and that's the only way to describe him, haha. I got to shoot with the fox, he's such a ladies man.

.... Ladies.

Next is a promo shot for zivity.com for Ynot Photography. Not sure when the set will go up, but I'm gonna hope for soon, and hopefully it'll be bitchin. These pictures are teh sex, I really didn't even know I had it in me! Seriously!

Next shots are from when I went to Boston/NH. Shot with the really cool Karen Jerzyk Photography. She was really cool, and we snuck into some kick ass locations. I'm hoping to work with her again if I go back up there. :]

That dress was insanity, and she made the hat I'm wearing in these shots! They're pretty creepy, and I look like a little kid. Haha.

Mmmm. Now food's done and I'm starving! Gotta get some strength if I'm gonna start blowin crap up!

Brand new day

2009-07-03T14:05:00.000-07:00

Need to start thinking more about my health lately! Need to get back into the swing of eating better and such. :] Shouldn't be too hard, I've only been straying for a few weeks, but I can already feel it taking a toll on my body. Booooo.

4th of July tomorrow! What's everybody doing? My boyfriend and I are going to spend time with my family. :] Yayness.

Trying to schedule things, booking more and more in advance. It's nice to have the internet, jesus christ. Too bad I have to go back to my house with no internet soon. :[

Buuuuttt, a photo update.

Another shot by Brian Burk, with me wearing Victoria Velvet's work. Which I can't put enough stress on how completely gorgeous it is! Make-up by Designs by LJ, and hair by Danielle Downs. Ennjoooyy! :D

Next shots are from JohnnyB in Baltimore. We worked together after the Baltimore M+G at his studio. With sexy purple latex! We had a few people hold it, and constantly joked about me being a slingshot! Lawl. It would've been pretty easy to fling me, so yeah. Good times nonetheless.

Pretty short post today. I've gotten myself caught up on a lot, so yay for that. :]

RVAMAG

2009-07-02T10:32:00.000-07:00

I was pleasantly surprised when a friend of mine messaged me through myspace, and said he had seen me in RVAMAG. Which is a small magazine spread across Richmond city, I've been known to randomly pick them up in coffee shops, or look at the articles online. :D It's very awesome, and local.

Kimberly Frost was featured in their photography section and she has a full interview, they used a few of the photos she took of me for the article. It's up online, and in news stands based around the Richmond area. Veeerry excited! I thought it was so cool.

Have just finished getting my car fixed up, and sitting with the boyfriend. Been pretty relaxing, I had a shoot yesterday, and we went to the beach. Today the bf and I are gonna go and hang out with some friends at their pool, then tomorrow back to Richmond to spend 4th of July with my family. Hopefully it'll relieve a little stress that's been raging for the past few weeks.

Some more shots from Matt Mullen, from the Primal Stare Studios workshop. All sets made by owners of Primal Stare, make-up by ladyxbird, and hair by Abby.

Next shot (or shots) is from the amazing Dana Tarr. Who was an absolute pleasure when I went to visit Boston a month ago. He was a lot of fun, he took us to a really neat little concert thing, we shot around, and showed us this crazy vintage store! I need to live in there, it made my heart soar! Haha.

Wardrobe was provided by Chris at Circa Vintage Clothing. The dress was a 60's or 70's middle school cheerleader outfit.

First shots back from when I went to the Patapsco State Park meet and greet in Baltimore. I shot with Mickle Design Werks, hair and make-up by Faces by Tonja Johnson. They were both such a huge pleasure to work with. Shooting this was a blast though, haha.

Public parks, semi nudity, and kids on bikes, obviously don't mix. I heard "OMG, that girl is in her underwear!" from a distance. Eeesh.

Yay. Now for a shot from the awesome Joseph Balestra. Who is actually coming and visiting the sooouuffff in a few weeks. He'll be here for two weeks shooting, book him, and I'll be driving, haha. We plan on a trip to Philadelphia, and possibly driving back up to NH. Oh snap.

We took this while I was up in the Boston/NH area, Joseph was kind enough to drive me everywhere, shoot with me, and just make sure I was taken care of. :D He's awesome in other words! We went to a beach in NH, even with it being cloudy, windy, and 45 degrees outside, it was a beautiful beach. I'd love to see it in the heart of the summer, I'm sure it's gorgeous.

It's hot in VA right now

2009-06-30T15:45:00.000-07:00

I feel like the hair on my arm is gonna catch on fire. But I am going to the beach with my boyfriend tomorrow!

Getting my car fixed, it'll probably be a few days for it be running up and like new again. Poor baby, I've abused it. :[ And I miss my cats! Boo.

Going to NJ in a few weeks. After that, Philadelphia with Joseph Balestra. Will also be traveling through MD, and the such. :D Yaaay. Then maybe NH after that! Who knows! We're still planning!

Maybe Baltimore, and NC in the near future as well. >]

Here are photo updates. :
More shots from DWFotos in Chesapeake. Now I'm a sailor of the skies! Or a pilot, whichever you'd like to call it. ;D Styling all my DW, make-up by me.

Shots from Brian Burk, from Sam and I's trip to NJ. Brian drove us out to Philadelphia our first day being there, we got some latex, and shot in the beautiful (haha) city of Philly. Hair and make-up by Alayna Marie.

Then we shot Victoria Velvet's stuff in Central Park on Sunday! It was a little rainy out that day, but totally worth it. Make-up by designs by lj, and hair by Danielle Downs.

Another shot from one of my favorite artists, Cannibalized. Playing with liquid latex can be pretty damn fun sometimes. :D

Shots from Ynot Photography. The black and white ones are absolutely amazing. This shoot was really laid back, and we played in the pool afterwards! Haha. He's always a pleasure to be around.

The blue shot is a promo for a zivity set. Hopefully it'll go live soon!

Shot at the beginning of June, here's a shot from Cobblestone Studios. He's an amazing guy! We totally had sheetz iced coffee too, yummy. Haha.

First shots from the Primal Stare Studio workshop in NJ. Photos by Matt Mullen. Hair by Abby. Make-up by ladyxbird. All sets made by Primal Stare Studio.

Yaaaaaay, updating, Yaaaay.

2009-06-23T22:29:00.000-07:00

I saw yay waaaay too much for my own good. And I have not been able to update almost at all! It makes me so upset! So now the updating begins... again, and will probably be gone for a little while again, since I will be busy, and internetless at my house.

I went to NJ/NY. I shot with a few people while I was up there and had so much fun at the Primal Stare Studios workshop, those kids are innnnssaaanely fuckin cool. And Sam (built4sin) is the raddest sickest nastiest wicked chick ever (oh god, inside jokes are fuckin gnarly sick, haha.) :D

Hopefully will have behind the scene shots soon! We had fun with the drive, stopping and getting the best cheesecake in MD, fuck yeah.

Definitely have a lot more work from when I was in New England.

Will be in NJ/NY AGAIN! In a few weeks. Going out to the Baltimore M+G this weekend with Sam. Scheduling a weekend in Philadelphia soon, then Joseph Balestra will be here from July 21st- August 5th. Book him, book me, we'll be together, driving up and down the east coast for a few days atleast. :D Yaaays. So much fun.

Oh my god, I just noticed it's 2 AM. wth. On with the picture updating.

Some more shots from Cannibalized and her fuckin' awesome self! Make-up and hair is by Nikk Noir. Thanks to Joseph Balestra for helping us with lights and stuuuufff. I love being creepy!

I miss all of them so much too, I wanna go back up there sooo bad! Anyone wanna drrriive there? :D I'll help with gas, and hook you up with some bitchin' ass photographers/models.

More from New England! The ever amazing Dastardly Dave in Manchester, NH. He's so awesome, I can't even take it, haha. So much fun, easy to talk to, I just feel bad because I was soooo tired the day we shot together! By the end of my trip, I wanted to fall into a coma. But we got some good work.

Ben and Molly Make-up (Miss Emma) joined us that night to do the studio set. Her and I had so much fun, for the second time meeting eachother, we even cuddled and watched silly videos on Dave's couch for atleast an hour, before I almost fell asleep sitting there. Hee.

The river set was neat though, it was pretty dirty, but totally worth it, it wasn't even that cold, which I was surprised. :] And thanks to Joe for killing a huge spider for me!

And now for another shot from Serena Star Photography in NJ. Make-up and hair by her as well. This photo got a daily deviation on DA not too long ago on her profile. :D So congrats to her, it was exciting!

Two new shots from shooting last week with DwFotos in Chesapeake. They were good fun people, the shoots were short and sweet, and we got some really amazing work with cool concepts. Hope you like. Styling all by them, make-up by me.

Oh, and now I have a twitter, make sure you add me! It's worth it! I promise! http://www.twitter.com/racheldashae

Home sweet home?

2009-06-14T17:53:00.000-07:00

I got home from Boston a week ago. I miss all of you crazy northerners already! But am going up to NYC this weekend and doing a few things while I'm up. Very excited. :D Yaaays. Just trying to get my scheduling figured out.

But will hopefully be back in Boston/NH in July. :] Yeeeeees. My trip was pretty great, mostly stress free, I was way exhausted by the end of it due to lack of sleeping well. (Daaamn my brain for needing a fan to sleep.) Just gave me an excuse to splurge on dunkin' donuts, which we lack here in VA, very few around here.

We have Wawa though, which is better, suck on that.

Made a wishlist of traveling to do for the summer : Boston/NH, NYC, LA, San Fransisco, North Carolina, Philadelphia, and Florida. Let's make this happen people!

With all my ranting aside, I definitely have lots of new amazing shots I have yet to post!

All of these shots are by a guy who's really fuckin' awesome, Vic of Studio206 is a great guy, ssoo much fun to be around, we had a fun time shooting!

Styling is by Belle Morte, make-up by me.

Next shots are from one of my favorite people ever, Tina Dolin. I want to visit Philadelphia, and work with her again soon. She's so amazing, inspiring, and a great person. I miss her! Ha, I'm such a dork! She makes me look so pretty though.

Make-up and hair by Hilary Nelson.

Davood Salek and I met back in April at the Slyhorse M+G shoot in Rockville, MD. Did a small shoot together, I messaged him again and asked him to work while in his area. Ryan Henaghan joined us to do my eppppic hair! It was absolutely nuts.

It was especially funny watching me get into the car. Both very sweet guys, Davood's dog was smaller than my cat which I also got a huge kick out of. Ryan and I definitely watched iCarly after we shot.

It was a pretty day out that day, and the pictures are aaammazing.

And now yay! My first shot back from my Boston trip. I hopped off the plane, Joseph Balestra and I went straight to Cannibalized's place. Drank some coffee, relaxed a little, make-up artist Nikk Noir came over and we started getting everything ready.

Her and I ended up shooting almost all day but it was so much fun. She's great to be around, and Nikk Noir is pretty amazing herself, she's incredibly talented and so creative. Cannibalized, Joe, and I were all impressed by her.

Cannibalized and I also convinced ourselves to watch 10 things I hate about you in about 15 seconds, possibly torturing Joe for almost 2 hours with girl talk, squeeing over Heath Ledger (atleast that's what I was doing). I also made a neat little pile of peeled off liquid latex on the floor.

Now here's the creepy fantastic

NYC this weekend. I love traveling so much.

Boston in two days!

2009-06-02T11:49:00.000-07:00

Woohoo! About to go and run some errands with the boyfriend, try and find a new suitcase, and then tomorrow get everything ready for my flight on Thursday. It's gonna be crazy hectic, but it'll get done.

My first shoot is with Cannibalized, which I am super stoked about, she's awesome, and such a great artist.

Other than that, I don't have much going on, except talking about moving out, and cuddling with my cats. >D

Here are some new pictars. Yay.

Another shot from Serena Star Photography. Hair and make-up by her. Outfit is by Scarlet Fairy. Sooooo cute. Def one of my fav shots as of right now.

Another shot from the ever awesome BellaGore. Hair is by Jen Jennings. That bird smelled very strange.

The next shots are from *drumroll* Tina Dolin! I went straight to her on my trip to Philly, after being in MD for a few days. She's definitely one of my favorite people in the world, and her kids are awesome, haha. We had a lot of fun hanging out, shooting, and getting to know eachother more. She's great. Hair and make-up are by Hilary Nelson. Oh yeah, and trying to get feathers on your boobs is awkward.

And yay, another shot from when I stopped before going to see Tina, by David Hilton! This was in a awesome park in the middle of Baltimore. Lots of neat stuff.

Brand spankin' new shots from Studio206, Vic was amazing to work with, very talkative, laid back, and a really really really nice guy! I reccomend him highly, he's awesome! Styling was by the pretty Belle Morte, her outfits were awesome, and oh ssooo cute. Def more coming soon.

Hopefully I'll post again before Boston, but if not, you'll def hear from me soon. :]

Oh snapolo

2009-05-27T18:38:00.000-07:00

My bf and I are watching Nick and Norah's infinite playlist, it's a cute movie, sort of awkward, but pretty funny. I like awkward funny, so it's cool.

I went out for a shoot today, and now i'm just hanging out. :]

Here are lots of new pictars. Yaaayys.

Shots by BellaGore, a few weeks ago. Hair is by Jen Jennings. :D Yay, love these gals, very talented people. We had a good time, and I took cellphone pictures of Bellagore's little cat.

Another shot from David Kennedy, and our nerdtastic idea.

Brian Burk took this shot of me from the Rockville, MD meet and greet at Slyhorse Studios back in April. Make-up is by LJ Designs and latex is by Latex Nemesis. Great team to work with!

Nooooww yay! Pics from my great friend Sarah Beth Faison. Some are from back in March and some are from the Rockville, MD M+G at Slyhorse Studios in April. We got bored and snapped off a few shots in the corner, haha.

Serena Star Photography and I shot back in March in New Jersey. Make-up is by Serena Star, and the outfit is by Scarlet Fairy, who's work is just darling, and utterly beautiful. I fell in love with everything about this.

Holy smokes

2009-05-26T16:06:00.000-07:00

Mike and I just got a phonecall from one of our friends who is in the Navy and off to sea, good to know he's doing alright.

I am craving a chocolate chip waffle sooo bad, I have no idea what to do with myself. But about to cook up some zuchinni and chicken. mmmm. Since my boyfriend really does not want to go to waffle house. Muurrp. :[

I am somehow sort of addicted to icarly, yes, I am a child. But it's a cute show and made for good entertainment that you really don't have to pay attention to. Yeeess.

I has some more shots from Sassomoso Photography, who came all the way down here from NY.

There are lots of photos from this set and you can see more here : http://www.flickr.com/photos/racheldashae/

The next shot was actually just taken a few days ago, by David Hilton, who on the way up to Philadelphia I stopped and visited. He's always a lot of fun, brings me to some really amazing locations in the Towson/Baltimore area, and just a all around nice guy. The shot's awesome!

Next few shots from Ynot Photography, we shot way back in March, and I've been meaning to get back with up him again for some more great shots. :]

The next one is also from way back in March by Gregory Keith. I shot in Philadelphia, off of south street, it was hilarious to say the least, lots and lots of passerby's.

Next shot is from David Kennedy, on our dorky dork dork project. He was really fun to work with.

Oh hi thar

2009-05-25T21:25:00.000-07:00

So here are some new shots, and sttuuufff.

I just got back from my trip to MD and Philadelphia. I'm in VA Beach at my boyfriend's house. I went on a cleaning binge, and it's spotless in here. Except my cats are shedding, and it's terrrrible.

MD was a lot of fun with really close friends. Philadelphia was fun with all the hilarious moments, being called an italian, even though it was scorching hot because Corwin's air conditioning broke.

My eye hurts so bad, idk why, fuckin' allergies suck. My Boston trip is two weeks away, and I need to book book book, I'm so tired, and not having the internet at my house is really starting to kill me.

The first shots are from David Hilton, from my trip to Towson, MD way back in March. It was one of those random beautiful days in March.

The next shots are from Sassomoso photography from NYC, we met at snapmup briefly, and he decided to come down to good ol Richmond, VA and shoot all day with your's truly. :D So we did and yay. We had a good time, we found a really sick location and took good advantage of it.

Yawn

2009-05-14T09:25:00.000-07:00

Going on vacation next week, way excited, except I'm going to keep myself busy busy busy. Hopefully going to drag my (being wonderful lately, extraordinarily so) boyfriend along with me.

My Boston trip is slowly but surely creeping up on me. Getting everything set. Philly instead of SF next week, sort of bummed, but very excited still.

And here's a picture of me when I woke up this morning. :D

Rarely do I ever feel like I sincerely enjoy life, but these past few days have been really nice and quite care free. I like.

Yaaayy

2009-05-13T11:04:00.000-07:00

I am so happy I get to update! Haha. I never even want to leave my boyfriends and go back to my god forsaken internet-less house. D: And I am so about watching movies today, catching up on a lot of things I've never seen. So yays on that too.

May be going to Philadelphia next week, very last minute, but my SF trip has been canceled, and I took off work already, so wth! Haha. I am excited to be going though, I like it there a lot, and I get to see Corwin! So I will start booking that soon. Once I make sure I have all the funds, which shouldn't be too hard (hopefully.)

Here is another shot from the amazing Brian Burk, hat and collar are by Collective Chaos Design (some of my favorite people.) and make-up is by Designs by LJ. Very awesome people, we took over the studio at the Slyhorse M+G for a little while.

All the next shots are by Sandy Jones. She is aaammaazing! She is so much fun, very laid back, and made my visions come alive. We had a blast, and she's very creative.

Oh, and there are these awesome videos that Sarah Beth Faison took of Jess Hawk, Davood Salek and I shooting together. ---> Here

And one of Sandy Jones and I shooting here (where I wave to Sarah like a nerd) ---> Here

Bussyyy

2009-05-12T16:02:00.000-07:00

And my internet has been out for weeks now at my house. I am currently at my boyfriend's and using his internet.

A lot has been going on, with scheduling, updates, working, etc. But I am just going to post some new shots. :D

Oh, I did go to the Rockville, MD M+G at Slyhorse Studios, lots of fun times.

By Serena Star Photography from when I was in Philadelphia, I went out to NJ and shot with her. :] Make-up is also by her.

Shot by DragonInk way back from March at Snapmup in New Jersey

Joseph Balestra! He's awesome! Designs by Exploration B, and make-up by Ms Asphyxia. These lovely people from New England are amazing. We shot this in New Jersey, after snapmup. :]

Shot by Sassomoso Photography, he came down to Richmond, and we drove around, found some amazing locations and shot. :D It was fun. He was a great guy.

Tim Prendegrast and I shot at the Rockville, MD Slyhorse Studios M+G with bubble wrap in a corner of an alley, haha! :D I love Tim, he's awesome

My lovely Sarah took these shots. She's one of my favorite people ever, and the lovely lady standing beside me is the beautiful Ms Jess Hawk. :D She's so pretty! We had a lot of fun with this. These were also taken at the Rockville M+G at Slyhorse Studios in MD.

Shot by Asylum! Yaaaay! He's so awesome! He did a series of goofy portrait shots whilst at the Rockville M+G. Here's mine. Hee.

The Divine Emily Fine and I got together again, and shot this at the M+G. She titled it "eat me" I giggled.

Mr Brian Burk and I shot at Rockville as well, designs by LJ did make-up, and latex is by Latex Nemesis. :D They were great people.

I have more coming, getting behind because of this stupid internet lack!

All alone.

2009-04-14T11:54:00.000-07:00

At my boyfriend's! With my cats. Heeeeee. Bein' mad lazy, and lovin' it.

Been a little stressed out lately, and quite underjoyed to be honest. I'm ready to travel soon, I'm so glad this trip to MD is coming in the next two weeks, and I'm pretty sure I'm already booked, which is happy. :] Yay.

I really wanna go to NYC. I'm so ready for it. Wooooo. But I need to get my breaks on my car fixed.

Been trying to catch up on my reading, and I'm glad I'm at my bf's, cause now I can get my tripod, take some self portrait work, and work on photoshop skillzors. Also, get my FAQ video started, which shouldn't take me too long to do.

Right now, here are some pictures, going to catch up on some things and watch the rest of Degrassi (3rd season.) :]

Photos by Sarah Beth Faison, one from Feb, and one from March. She's awesome.

Photo by Joseph Balestra, we shot coming back from SNAPMUP I stopped at Primal Stare Studios and we shot in the woods behind the studio building.

I really hate Jersey, what a crappy state, haha. But Joe was awesome. Make-up is by the lovely Asphyxia, and wardrobe is by the incredible Rana X of Exploration B.

I love all those guys, I wanna visit up there so bad. :]

Next shots are headshots taken by CLT, who's awesome and such a nice guy, he's been out of town for a long time, I'm gonna go and visit him in June, it'll be great. These are from January.

But anyways, I'm going nuts and going into crazy staring at shoes all day mode, and I would die for a pair of these right now:

Gaaaah, so cute. I'm so poor right now, it's terrible.

Someone buy me some cute shoes, and some cute plugs for mah ears. :3

Eeeeee.

2009-04-09T17:35:00.000-07:00

I am scheduling galore. Excited much! Joseph Balestra and I are also trying to get me out to Boston sometime soon.

Setting up my trip to San Fransisco at the end of May. Never been to Cali! Yay so excited!

Figuring out NY, and trying to plan my next trip to Philadelphia. :] Yaaaaays. Plus, lots of people traveling into my area, a small MD trip at the end of April.

Buuut, I does have some new photos for you guys.

Fiirrst! From SNAPMUP! And from one of my favorite people that I've worked with in the past Dastardly Dave. It was so nice to see him again, and everyone from NH/Boston area, I love those guys. :]

I turned my dress into a cape, I am silly.

Another shot from my Philly trip and when I went out to NJ and shot with Serena Star Photography. Who's amazing, I love this shot so much. :] She also did hair and make-up for all of our shoots!

Next shot is actually from way back when I went to Boston/NH. It's from Matt Stephens Photography who was my generous host while I was visiting. It's a gorgeous shot, I've been working up the courage to put it up, llaaame.

And more shots from the cool Ynot Photography. We have been speaking of doing a set for zivity soon, so be on the lookout for that. Here's the shots. >D Woooo.

Oh, and a few more shots from SNAPMUP. Make-up by Doe Deere of LimeCrime Make-up!

Noooom.

2009-04-06T15:26:00.000-07:00

Gots new photos from Ynot Photography! But I will post them in just a second.

Getting scheduling ready for the Slyhorse M+G in Rockville MD on the 25th. Hopefully see some awesome people there. :D But I'll be in MD the whole weekend! I'm pretty excited.

I'm trying to plan a trip to the DC zoo this week with my friends. I'm crossin' mah fingers! :D

Here are some photos!

Photo by Johnny Rocket, from way back in February!

By Ynot Photography. We shot the other day, it was so much fun, he was really great, I'd love to shoot again just to hang out~! Haha. But we got into strange little crevices, funtimes.

Also, have some more shots from Snapmup!

Doe Deere from Lime Crime doing my make-up!

Doe Deere from Lime Crime and I right after she was done with the make-up!

Uggghh!

2009-04-05T11:10:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty tired, and not much going on lately.

I went out and shot with Ynot Photography yesterday. Him and his wife were so much fun, we talked a lot, laughed, and joked, I loved it. The shots are amazing and I'm so excited to get them back, they're beautiful!

But I does have a lot more new shots to put up! :D

These are from Jimmy C, I also modeled with the pretty little Zui! I also shot some Scarlet Bliss Latex. Jimmy and Zui were a lot of fun. I hope I get to see them in the future, they're sweet people. :]

Alsssoo! Another shot from when I was in Philadelphia! Actually, Gregory Keith was my first stop. He was really funny, we listened to music, watched tv, shot, and just chilled out. The shots he gave me so far are incredible. Can't wait to see more. :]

Oh and some shots from SNAPMUP! I didn't really talk to too many people while I was there that I shot with sadly, it was a madhouse!

But the first is from Dragon Ink Photography, who was one of the collaborative photographers at SNAPMUP. :]

The next shot is from Sassomoso Photography and the make-up is by Doe Deere of Lime Crime Make-up. I loved Doe Deere by the way, she's amazing, cute, and oh so nice. :]

Oh, and I has lots more shots from SNAPMUP! Ennjjooyy. Hee.

I missed April fools day!

2009-04-02T11:46:00.000-07:00

Sadly, I didn't play any pranks. My boyfriend and I thought about it though! Haha. We sat around and watched Degrassi (Oh god, I'm so silly.) It was season 3 of all things, when Manny totally seduces Craig. It's awesome, I know.

Figuring out dates for my NYC trip. Funtimes. And trying to book some days this week or something, before I go a little nuts.

Was thinking of going out with a few friends today, but I think I'll stick at home and hang out with my family. And eat icecream sandwiches! Nomnom.

Here are some more behind the scene shots from when I was in West Reading with Tina Dolin! Thinking of another trip to Philly, I'm definitely gonna get up with Tina! :D I loves her, she's amazing. All behind the scene shots from Sarah Beth Faison, it was her bday the other day! Go wish her a belated one!

Stylist Nicole Rae Styer and myself. Gettin' taller!

Stylist Nicole Rae Styer, Make-up artist Roxy Jackson, bombarding me with awesomeness.

Tina shooting, and Roxy watching!

Tina, myself, and Sarah Beth (holding my coats cause she's awesome like that.)

It wobbled, I told her that's cause there was something in it. I laughed, she sort of laughed nervously.

Roxy Jackson fixin' teh makeups

Nicole Rae Styer and myself. I'm short.

Nicole Rae Styer stylin' me!

It was coold!

And oh, speaking of behind the scenes! There's a video up from SNAPMUP, you gotta get about 7 minutes into it before you see me, but it's me dancing like a fool, posin', and laughing. (I hate my laugh, it's so dumb.) But all together it's an awesome video and you get shots of some of the best people there!

Check it out here

Oh teh schmexyness

2009-03-31T15:26:00.000-07:00

Still working on some scheduling, watching Heroes, and looking through some photos. :D

Here are some more shots from Jimmy C and with Zui.

Also modeling some Scarlet Bliss Latex. Teh sex.

Also another shot from Kollin Bliss from like a month ago when we shot, haha. It's way cute. I loves it. Hair is by Jen Jennings.

Oh and I finally got this back from forever ago, it's an ad from Syke Energy Drink. Here you go guys.

Oh yeah, and I have lots of behind the scenes shots from when I shot with Tina Dolin in West Reading, PA during my Philadelphia trip. Sarah Beth Faison took them.

Myself and stylist Nicole Rae Styer.

Tina shooting!

Tina, myself and Nicole.

That's all for now, but more soon I prrrooommise.

Soooo behind..

2009-03-30T15:13:00.000-07:00

Once again, gah.

SNAPMUP was great, besides the trip being a little hectic, and how much I hate NJ, what a crappy state. Gaaahhh.

Everything went well, I got to meet and see a bunch of wonderful fucking people, and I so can't wait to go back up to NYC. :D

But now I'm trying to get back into the swing of things, getting schedules worked out for the next two months with traveling. NYC at the beginning of May, and San Fransisco at the end of May.

Am thinking of a MD trip in the middle of April sometime. :D Huurrrmm. I'll see about the B-more area or something.

I'm watching Degrassi and waiting to watch some of the new Heroes. Waaaahh. Yay.

Here are some shots from when I shot with Corwin whilst being in Philadelphia. Looking into scheduling another trip up there in the future as well. :]

The next is from when I visited Corrupt Image Data, and AKABody art, also the owners of Collective Chaos Design. AKABodyart did a panting on me, and it was beautiful. She's so talented, I also shot a corset for them, which was also amazing, cause I mean, they're so amazing, haha. Here's the shots.

I shot with Zui and Jimmy C last week. It was so much fun, lots of laughs, joking around, and delicious Subway. She had me laughing the entire time, she's a fun chick, so is Jimmy, and our escorts were f'n silly to the max. The shots are amazing!

I also modeled some of Scarlet Bliss Latex. It was beautiful.

More in a little while. :D

O snap blue.

2009-03-17T11:08:00.000-07:00

Watching Evening with Kevin Smith 2 with my boyfriend and a few of our friends. About to go back home and try and get things done. I has work tomorrow. Christ.

But I do have some photos from Tina Dolin from when I was in Philly and that's my real reason for updating. :D

Yawn

2009-03-16T21:09:00.000-07:00

I am way exhausted. At my boyfriend's, and talking my head off about stuff. About to go to bed probably and go back home and get stuff ready for the weekend, maybe actually get some stuff cleaned up.

Slowly getting caught up on stuff, but it's still taking a while. :D

But here's a shot from David Hilton when I stopped in Baltimore.

I am slipping..

2009-03-15T16:02:00.001-07:00

More and more behind on updates lately. Thankfully I have been keeping up on my deviantart account which is the most behind right now, but I'm picking it up. Been working a lot, which isn't exactly what I signed up for, but what can you do.

Getting things ready for SNAPMUP, and this weekend I'm shooting with Luminous Impressions and Zui. Should be fun! :D

I've also been thinking of making a video lately of FAQ's. I don't have too many FAQ's, but if you wish, post some questions here, and whatever ones are asked the most I will answer! I has a few lined up already, plus, it'll be an awesome excuse to finally make a video! Haha.

Other than slipping behind on updates but still attempting a social life, not much has been up, I miss my boyfriend a lot and sort of wish I had more time on my hands again. But none the less, I still have a lot of pictures to update with, and here you go!

Photos by David Hilton. Stopped in Baltimore on the way home from Philadelphia. He was a lot of fun, and we got to run around outside quite a bit. :D

Shots from back in February, from Kollin Bliss, I'm glad to finally have these back, they're beautiful! :D Hair is by Jen Jennings. We had a lot of fun, especially with tricking everyone with my hair being so short, haha!

From M Stephens Photography from when I went to Boston also in February. Shot in the basement, it was a bit chilly. :]

From one of my favorite photographers I've worked with, and in general, Corwin Prescott and I shot till about 3 AM Saturday night while I was in Philadelphia. I really wish we could've shot more, but hopefully we'll have more opportunities in the future. We also had a variety of inside jokes from the weekend and he was a lot of fun to be around. :D I feel great when I can be around someone I can joke around with, and they actually.. get it. .... Ladies.

Hope everyone's doing good. Ontop of being behind, I need to clean so bad. :0

I just wanna say..

2009-03-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

I was naked a lot this trip, haha. I'm quite teetering on the borderline of nudes, but I know my reasons why I won't do nudes and I stand by them. :D Just was noticing how naked I was, haha.

But definitely have a lot more photos from my trip to Philadelphia, and coming back home and such. I have to work tomorrow, bleh, just cleaned up after my cats, have a few errands to do today. Been trying to spend time with my boyfriend while I can. :] And listen to music loud and obnoxiously! Woooo.

I wanted to go out dancing last night, but sadly didn't get a chance to, boyfriend was feeling well. :[

Getting stuff ready for Snapmup! Who's going? Also, would anyone be interested in buying some of my prints? I'm thinking of printing off of a few.

I'll stop yapping, here's some shots!

Shots taken by Tina Dolin, make-up by Roxy, and styling (everything except the black outfit) by Nicole Rae Styer. Like I said in my previous entry, I had so much fun with Tina and the whole team. Everyone was great, and Tina's just amazing. I feel like we collaborated so well. I would work with her again in a heartbeat!

I stopped in Baltimore Sunday night, stayed with a few really great friends of mine. Got up the next morning and went and shot in Towson with David Hilton. he was great to work with, we spent most of the day outside, and that was an amazing change! I'm so glad to see a little bit of warm weather, I can't wait to get outside. :]

That's it for now, still really backed up on stuff, but am trying to catch up. I don't have much booked in the next few weeks so that'll definitely give me plenty of time to catch up on stuff more.

Oh wow, what a trip!

2009-03-12T19:22:00.000-07:00

So I had this really long blog written out and then blogger deleted it, I am way too tired to even begin trying to figure out how the hell to rewrite it without stabbing my eyes out.

Instead, I'll just put up pics, and a small brief note. Sorry guys.

But briefly, I went to Philadelphia, shot with some really amazing people, and had a damn good time.

This is back from when I went to Boston, photo by Cannibalized, you will be able to see the rest if the set on www.poisonapplez.com. We stuck me in this little tiny box nekkid, haha. It's a beautiful set, it really is.

This is back a few weeks ago shooting with Kimberly Frost, this set was amazing, so much stuff to play with. Make-up by Vamps and Vixens Make-up.

These shots are the first from my Philly trip! Shot by Serena Star, and make-up done by her as well (her make-up profile). Belly dancer outfit, and top hat made by Scarlet Fairy. What an amazing team. Serena's a lot of fun, and we had a lot of fun shooting, we both love flowers and ruffles. xD

One of my favorite photographer's I've worked with ever! Seriously. Tina Dolin is a genius, and so easy to work with. :D The make-up was done by Roxy and the styling (in everything except for the creepy umbrella pictures) was done by Nicole Rae Styer.

I'll be updating more soon, I'm really backed up on stuff right now. :3

Ho man.

2009-03-03T13:18:00.001-08:00

I'm so tired for no reason, my eyes almost feel like they're sort of swollen. It sucks so bad.

There is sssooo much snow here, it's insane! It's gorgeous, I haven't seen snow here like this since I was 10 years old or something. It reminds me of New York, and when it snowed, all I would do is lay in the bed all day and sleep. And even when I would wake up I'd just watch it fall from the window. I think it's so pretty, and especially to me never really seeing it growing up.

But now there's like a foot outside! Haha. Except I had to drive to work in it, gah. People doing like 15 on a 35 mph road, people act like certain things are the end of the world sometimes.

Getting ready to go out to Philadelphia this weekend in the next few days as well.

I really wanna trade cats with my brother. Bell is the sweetest thing ever, haha, she just sits on my chest and purrs like crazy, she's so freakin' sweet, and she's sssssoooooo cute.

Going toput up a shot by Kimberly Frost and make-up by Vamps and Vixens Make-up. This is from shooting last week, the set was so elaborate, and shooting was awesome. They're great people.

Need to start figuring out things for Snapmup. :[ And need to start doing prints for my book soon!

My cats are terrible,

2009-03-01T08:36:00.000-08:00

They really are. They've ran out of the house twice today already. wth!

I've been hungry all day, and can't get enough food, it's so dumb. Bleck.

I have a shoot with JMB Photography today, very excited, except it's raining and so cold here! Booooo.

But I do have more shots from Enjen Photography and the construction paper glasses. xD

Also have more shots back from Sarah Beth Faison, hair is by Kechelle. Also with a behind the scenes shot-ish of me laughing at my boyfriend because he was just being a goober the entire time, haha. Him and Sarah always have a lot of fun together.

Fuck, I'm hungry.

2009-02-28T08:54:00.000-08:00

I am absolutely starving, there's like nothing to eat in this house. I may go and grub on some more cereal. :3

I'm getting ready to go out to VA Beach soon, letting my clothes dry, gonna pack up my stuff, get dressed and whatnot and sit around until probably 4 or 5 so I can get there around when Mike gets off work. :D Yeyz.

Have work again on Monday, boos. It's nice working and all, but it does sort of suck, cause I have to be up at like 5 in the morning!

I passed out crazy early last night too, made me feel like such an old lady.

But I am going to put up some more photos that Enjen Photography sent me of the construction paper glasses project. They're so cute! >D

Whhhooosssh

2009-02-27T19:49:00.000-08:00

So I have been pretty busy with my day job, getting business cards done with Louis (who is an amazing illustrator and graphic designer, and a very good friend of mine. Check him out.) We also went out and got some food and milkshakes tonight! Yuuusss.

And we left some signs around the restaraunt. I totally should have computerphonecamera'd it! Haha. It was pretty fun.

I had a shoot last night with Kimberly Frost and Vamps and Vixens Make-up. It was an amazingly elaborate set, and just really fun being around them. The pictures are going to be incredible, I know it! :D Yay! Can't wait to have them.

But I did get some stuff back from the runway show in Providence, RI two weeks ago when I visited Boston! The show was for www.brokenbrains.net and the photos were taken by Dastardly Dave

I do have some more shots from working with Jay London last weekend.

Oh, and I have photos back from working with Enjen Photography and her construction paper project. I was very intrigued, and it's so freakin' cute it hurts, haha. I love being silly, it made me happy to have a bit of a different thing going on than usual. And she was a lot of fun, and her house is really cool! Haha.

Going out to VA Beach this weekend since I don't have to work, yaaayy, and working with JMB Photography. Very excited. It'll be good to see my cats too. :]

Hey guys. :D

2009-02-25T14:45:00.000-08:00

So my birthday was pretty fun. I went out with my friend Jen, got some sushi, and had my first drink, haha. I only had one, cause I had to drive. xD

I went out for a little while, my boyfriend got me the phone I wanted, yay for boyfriend! And my mom made me a cake, so we got to do the whole singing happy birthday thing!

I went out again last night and had two drinks. It was pretty fun, I hadn't been out to a club in forever, so it was a lot of fun. :]

Oh and in more personal news, I got a day job! Haha. At a bagel shop, I told them that my main priority is modeling right now and they are way fine with it. It's very cool. I'm pretty excited to start tomorrow morning. A nice steady paycheck will be sweet. But I did get a new shot back from Johnny Rocket from where we shot last week, it's a nice shot, he said it's definitely one of his favorites. :]

I also got another shot back from Kollin a few weeks ago! Teh sexay Utz girl remake, hahaha. Hair is by Jen Jennings.

I worked with Jay London last week as well, he was really nice, we talked about the office a lot! (Which I am now on the 4th season and oh so excited about it!) He got some pretty shots of me, and here they are.

I'm officially 21 today.

2009-02-23T08:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to me!

Probably won't do too much today, but I will be busy, will be on my normal updating route again tomorrow.

Thanks to everyone who sent me gifts too! You're the best.

There's always more!

2009-02-20T10:07:00.000-08:00

I sat around all day yesterday and finished getting caught up. And I did! Yay! Now everything's back to going in a normal pattern and it's nice. xD

I also watched the rest of The Office season two, and now I'm on season three. Love that show so much. It was a good day. :D

Except my cat's really won't listen to me at all! Booo.

I have some more shots from my Boston trip. The first ones are from Rana X and the top is by her as well, Exploration B is her wardrobe design. Check it out, it's absolutely gorgeous. She did a great job with post production. There's two of me. aaahhhhh.

This photo was shot by Cannibalized. She was really cool, we spray painted my feet white in the cold, and shot in her apartment's basement. xD The pictures are creepy and really incredible. I was so excited to shoot with her, I had to keep my fangirl squeels down to a minimum.

I also shot with M. Stephen Photography and we did a set for www.poisonapplez.com . It was actually the first time he set up all the lights by himself. It was way fun, in the fallout basement. xD It twas a tad bit cold though.

Oh and I have some shots back from Sarah Beth Faison, they's so pretty. Hee. The dress didn't really fit all that well, but it turned out amazing anyways. Kechelle did hair and it's awesome! Of course we were giggling the whole time, and it was raining! Hogeez, it let up a little while we were out, but it was gross outside.

Oh and enjoy this photo of my cat Jasper and I, haha. Oh, and don't hate, I was sitting around the house all day yesterday being soooooo lazy! In my glasses and pajamas. Oh and you can see Bearclaw's butt in the back, I couldn't get him to pose with me. xD

Baaccckk!

2009-02-17T19:21:00.000-08:00

Sorry I've been gone for so long! Just been so backed up on everything lately.Hopefully I'll start to get back on track.

So I went to Boston and did quite a few sets for www.poisonapplez.com . And had a really great time the whole time I was up there. Everyone was really nice, and I so can't wait to go back up there and shoot again!

I got in about 11, and Matt Stephens took me out to get some foodage, talk a little, and then we were off to Dastardly Dave's studio at about 1 or 2, and started shooting. Dave was so much fun the entire time I was there. He's the nicest guy in the world and can't wait to see him again at SNAPMUP in March!

But we shot, it was really great. The next day I was up and we went out to finish up shooting with Dave again, and Bud Thorpe also got a shot of me at the end of the night for his infrared project.

One of the sets that Dave and I shot will probably go up on Zivity hopefully in the near future, I made a zivity page, if you have one, please add me!

Oh and a random add in, I was way excited about all the snow around the area, haha. It was soooo pretty.

And after the shoot with Dave I went out and shot with Rana X and she made me a top (Here's her wardrobe page Exploration B , her work is incredible, the gowns are ggooorrgeous.) She was a lot of fun, and she's so layed back, it was great. Plus, she has amazing taste in Coffee. xD

The next day I went out and shot with Cannibalized, we did two really awesome sets that I so can't wait to get back! She was a lot of fun, and her cats were sooo cute. She's really talented. :D

And then the next day I did a fashion in Providence, RI for the Fetish Flea Market. The designer was Eric X, and his amazing gas masks, goggles, and respirators, you can see them here at brokenbrains.net.

It was so much fun, I met a lot of really great people, and got to dance around and be silly. I like seeing groups in different areas. Maybe because it's almost the exact same anywhere you go, haha. But I did miss my VA group. :] It's nice to be back, I don't really think that up north is really for me. Plus, their accents are pretty annoying. Haha.

I'm in VA Beach right now, I had a shoot with Sarah Beth Faison and Johnny Rocket yesterday. It was fun as always. Kechelle did hair for Sarah and I's first shoot, she's way talented, and a really laid back chick.

It's really nice to be back home. I missed my boyfriend and my cats a lot, haha.

So here are the photos, the first batch are from Dave. One of the sets will be posted on Zivity, and the rest will be on www.poisonapplez.com. He's amazing, seriously!

And here's the shot from Bud Thorpe's infrared project. Came out crazy cool!

Oh, and even though we worked together yesterday, Johnny sent me a few images from way back in December. They're of course very pretty, Johnny's really great.

And the next shot is from BellaGore a few weeks ago. We got me all wet, and it was ssooo cold, hahaha.

I'm so behind on everything right now. Trying to catch up. Going to use the rest of today to do all that jazz.

Wooo, traveling.

2009-02-11T19:15:00.000-08:00

So, I had to cancel Katsucon for the weekend, since I have no money to go really, and it just seems like so much stress that I don't want to deal with right now.

Instead, I'm actually going to stay in the Boston/ New Hampshire area 'till Saturday now. Going to shoot more, and also do a runway show for a goggle and gasmask company. Even though I have no idea who they are really, it was extremely last minute since they had models drop out for them and now I just so happen to be in the area. Which is very neat, I am excited. :]

But it's been going great, been working with people, and just getting sets pulled out one behind the other. I actually have a zivity set now by Dastardly Dave, so let's hope that'll go amazing, and it will get votes.

But here's a shot from Kollin Bliss last week while I have a little bit of time to actually sit on the computer and do a few things, before I have to start running around again.

We did the UTZ potato chip girl, it's amazing, haha. We had too much fun with it, Jen Jennings did hair, it was fabulous.

Rush, rush, rush.

2009-02-08T10:17:00.001-08:00

Procrastination is terrible. I'm rushing to get everything before Boston done today. It's gotten a little complicated but I'm sure I can figure it out.

Nice thing is I'm not even worried about being bored on the train. I'm going to sleeeepp, and my boyfriend gave me some awesome books to read. :]

Rushing so I can go out walking while the weather's nice today. And enjoy it before I go somewhere entirely too cold!

But here's a shot from Sonar-UA, way back from my NY trip in December. Wanted to post it, because I think it's very pretty. He's a great artist, I'm very lucky to have worked with him.

Stress

2009-02-07T10:12:00.000-08:00

Stress is a really terrible thing. It's sort of engrossing me as of right now. Plus, I'm trying to kick my coffee habit and it's making me extra sleepy when I'm trying to do things! Boooooo.

I'm still in VA Beach, had a shoot canceled on me. :0 But it's okay, I am just going to dye my hair today and it will make-up for it! :D Plus, I think the boyfriend and I may go out and get some nice nummy foods, which will be nice, since we rarely get to go out together anymore.

But right now I am in dire need of a shower and a bowl of cereal, haha.

I has pictures first. More back from Paper Moon Productions and make-up by her make-uping alias Glitterbaby. You have to love all these multi-talented people! Haha.

This set was really crazy, the styling also very intense, haha. My hair was so ridiculously teased I had to let conditioner sit in it for about 10 minutes. Also, the feather thing would not balance on my head correctly, it made posing a little difficult sometimes. But the pictures are really incredible, and Katie just makes me squeek everytime. Ontop of it, she's a really amazing person. For real. :]

Daring

2009-02-06T11:37:00.000-08:00

I'm in VA Beach, about to start heading home in a bit. My cats are being insane, haha.

I got a package in today as well, someone sent me a really pretty corset as a birthday gift! Thank you! My first birthday gift, haha. :D It was very nice! Yaaayy! So excited, haha. Can't wait to shoot in it.

I'm going home today and have to start getting ready for Boston. Goin out and getting a few things done. Tomorrow I'm going to go out with a friend for a while and finishing up everything. Then Sunday I'll be leaving. :3

But I do have some new images back from Paper Moon Productions. They're from my trip to DC to work with her and Asylum. Make-up was done by Anna Evans MUA. They were wonderful to work with. Plus, I love ring flashes, I'm still giddy about it.

I really love these shots, I almost can't believe it's me. I've lost so much of my baby face and everyday I feel like I'm growing up a little bit more and looking more like a woman and not so much like a teenager. It's eery, because I can constantly look back and see the changes even in the last 6 months.

I'm done yapping, I promise. Here you go. xD

I also have shots from Corrupt Image Data from last weekend when I went to NOVA. Outfit (Top, skirt, and jewelry) and collar made by Collective Chaos Design. Hair was also done by CCD.

This shot was also done by Corrupt Image Data. It was a little weird, but it's really amazing. Another shot I can't even stop staring at, I can't believe it's even me. It's... hott. Haha.

Oh, and just got a call, not going to Boston till Monday now. :3

BellaGore

2009-02-05T15:40:00.000-08:00

Been pretty busy lately. I really need to get better at scheduling, so things aren't just ontop of eachother in a million different locations, so yeah. I think I'm going to start learning how to pan some things out.

Getting ready to go to Boston this weekend, very very excited! Seem like a bunch of fun people, it'll be great, I'm sure. :] Just a long train ride booooo.

I went to the DC area yesterday with Jen Jennings. I shot a paid shoot with Chubs Photography, and then went and shot with Kollin Bliss on the way home. I had a really good time. I really should just give up and move up there! But I'd miss my people around here way too much, haha. :]

Can't wait to see images from both, especially Kollin! He's so much fun. >D

But I did get some images back from BellaGore today, and they're amazing. We shot in an abandoned house off the road in the middle of the east part of Richmond (I won't let it slip too much, haha). But it was crazy cool, so much random stuff in the middle of it, and you could tell it used to be a really pretty house, it's kind of sad. There was a huge bamboo forest in the back of it, with a really old broken down car in the middle of it. It was insane really.

As we were walking through the house, I followed her over a plank in the middle of a huge hole in the ground, well, she went first, and made it. I'm smaller than EVERYONE, if someone can do something like that, I know I can! I went across it and straight fell through the plank and hit the bottom of the hole in the floor, it wasn't too far down and I could easily get out and get to the other side of the room I was going for. It was so scary though! Haha. Plus, I cut my leg up a little bit, and still have some pretty small gashes near my knees. Beeauuttiifful. Haha.

But these pictures are after the fact, we shot through the house, it was really cool, and then we went back to her house and shot some studio style stuff. She's a lot of fun, and really amazing with make-up! We laughed and talked a lot about different things, and were just being plain girly. I love it. :D Lawl.

I'll shut up! Here's the photos! OH! And eat joor greens! :0

I'm baaacckk.

2009-02-01T19:49:00.000-08:00

Was gone all weekend shooting with Akabodyart, Corrupt Image Data, and Collective Chaos Design. They're an incredible team, with a beautiful little girl who I am just in love with, haha. I didn't want to leave, I was having too much fun yappin' my head off with them, and watching their girl watch movies and talk a bunch of nonsense.

Such incredible people, they're amazing, seriously. We shot 4 seperate sets, very excited to see the end results! Yay! I also said I would never have a problem driving back up there and babysitting for them, haha.

But I am wwaayyy tired from the weekend, but have to pack to shoot with BellaGore tomorrow. Finally! Haha, we've talked about shooting together for a while now. I can't wait to do some creepy type stuff. I've been supressing it lately. :D

I do have some shots back from Stuntkid when we shot a few weeks ago with Jane Doe Latex. They're seriously the hotness! I love 'em. Stuntkid's always incredible. :] I've been getting so much good stuff lately, I have no idea what to do with myself!

These soles are useless without you.

2009-01-30T09:15:00.000-08:00

Not much going on. My boyfriend's out of town, and I'm sort of freaking out and hoping my cats are okay.

I need to start packing for my trip this weekend. I may need to see if I can come back early, just so I can go and make sure my babies are okay. D: I'm such a psycho!

My bestfriend's 21st birthday party is tonight. It will be nice to actually get out of the house for a little while, it's rare I ever go out anymore. I'm not sure why, but I've just become more of a homebody the last couple of months. But I'm a pretty family oriented person, so I try to spend most of my time with my little brothers while I'm at home, or not with my boyfriend.

I've also been thinking of maybe starting a non-nude paid site. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about it yet, but I do like the idea. It would be a lot of upkeep, but I know if I could just make my money from that then I could definitely do it. It would hold a lot of my personal life, sets, self-taken sets, videos, etc. If anyone has an opinion or anything, please let me know.

Other than that, not much going on. I did get another shot from the NY Fantasy Photo Shoot Off from MB Photo 13. He's really incredible. I hope my NYC trip goes through so I can get a chance to work with him. :]

My girl's got a big mouth.

2009-01-29T12:39:00.000-08:00

I'm pretty sure Weezer wrote a song about me. wth Weezer.

I've been in a fairly strange mood lately. Not sure if it'll pass soon. But I hope so. Just overanalyzing "useless" things. But things that are fairly important to me. I want it to go away. I don't like when I get like this.

I went to Virginia Beach yesterday and shot with Foonote Photography while he was in my area. I brought Jo Moses with me, and we shot a few sets together. It was a good trip there and back. Foonote's a really great guy and he got a lot of really amazing shots. I was watching him go through them while we were all sitting around inbetween, haha.

But here's two shots he gave me so far. Very very cool stuff.

I'm going to work with Aliona and her husband Corrupt Image Data this weekend. We're going to do quite a few sets, including some for her clothing line Collective Chaos Design and her body painting AKABodyArt. Getting ready for the trip to come.

Oh, and in other news, I'm hopefully going to Boston in the next two weeks. I talked to Mathew today, and it seems everything is working out.

Make sure to check out my birthday wishlist one post below please! I would seriously love some gifts. :[ I'm needy.

Sooo sick.

2009-01-27T12:22:00.000-08:00

I still have this terrible cold. I was running a fever last night, but I think I sweat most of it while I was sleeping. Thank bejeebus. But I still feel like poop. I've just been sitting around the house, which is pretty abnormal for me.

I have a shoot with Footnote Photography tomorrow with Kim as well. I need to start packing. I'm waiting for my load of laundry to be done. D: I hate packing!

But anyways, my birthday is in a month, and if you know me, I'm absolutely poor. It'll be my 21st birthday. My ONLY 21st birthday, ever. :[ You should buy me a gift! Or put some money in my paypal account so I can get myself something nice! God knows I need some new stuff before I go insane. xD

Here's a few lists.

Really pretty jewelry I want for my ears.

Clothing wishlist on Amazon

Shoe wishlist on Amazon

Or donate to my paypal so I can get a few things for myself, can pay for my travel to places if need be. Pay my cellphone bill, etc.

I'd also really love to have this phone, and I can upgrade my Sprint account and change my number to a VA number. It's on sale for 80 with a 50 dollar rebate. :D Donate so I can has it. :[

Anything can be sent to this address 4713 APT # 202 Windsong Dr Virginia Beach, VA 23455. *Crosses fingers*

Sick sickly.

2009-01-26T17:57:00.000-08:00

I am sssoooo sick. It sucks so bad. I got up this morning and my head felt like it was going to explode. I'm going to try and make this fairly short (even though I have quite a bit to talk about, ha, nerdface.) cause I'm feeling more and more nauseous by the second.

The Heroes update is I'm on the 3rd season, and halfway in, lawl. That show is getting absolutely ridiculous to the point where I'm wondering who else is going to be someone else's kid, half sister, 5th cousin, whatever the hell. They're all inbred, that's how it happened!

Oh! I am also scheduling a small trip to DC in the next week or so, going to stop by and shoot with a few people on the way up to a paid shoot in MD.

And, I may be going to Boston in the next two weeks for Poison Applez inc which features models such as Mosh, Raquel Reed, Apnea and so much more talent. In other words I'm excited and extremely flattered to be on a website with amazing people. Plus, I get to work with a lot of really amazing photographers, and it helps my portfolio immensly.

Going to Philadelphia in March, have scheduled with a few people, and will be staying with the awesome JessYSais and Josh Bender. I'm really excited for shooting, but also actually being around really great people my entire stay!

SNAPMUP is in March, going to be working with a lot of talent there as well such as MojoKiss, Dastardly Dave, Cannibalized, and Steve Prue, plus others. This will be crucial, and I'm really lucky to have the chance.

I am trying to schedule a trip for NY in April. Still trying to figure out dates. :[

I really want to go to LA in May too, I have a few places to stay now, and would like to maybe try and get my expenses paid to come down and do work there. I just don't know exactly how to get started doing that.

But anyways, I did get photos back from Jason Harbour/ Asylum. We worked together about a month ago. Finally! But they's amazing so who am I to complain? Haha. Most of the hair and make-up was done by Glitterbaby and Anna Evans MUA. Very great sets, I'm really proud of it. Plus, they're a really great team.

The sets were fun to make. Chocolate syrup's awesome. Getting balls in someone's hair isn't as impossible as you may think. And these are my first bull body implied nudes. Woooott.

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Oh yeah. I'm creepy. Haha. I eat joor teddy bear's brains. nomnomnom. I also have a new photo from Christopher Griese.

Yay, more of cold New York, haha.

Always more!

2009-01-24T10:10:00.001-08:00

I stayed up late last night watching Heroes and The Office. Ha. I'm such a nerd. I'm having a nice time just sitting around my boyfriend's apartment with my cats. :D

I did get a new photo from Marcus Hyde yesterday from when we shot about a month ago. It was pretty random and unexpected. But then we scheduled another date for February. So yay.

It's a very lovely shot. I likes it a lot. :D

I also have a lot of images back from my trip to NY last weekend. So here we go again, with more really awesome images. :D Yaaaayy.

Photos by Paul Tirado Photography. I hung out with him and Max Saturday night before the event and we took these photos in the hotel room. It was fun, haha. Never really shot in a hotel and actually used what was literally set infront of us. :D

Photo by MB Photo 13. Another shot of playing by the pool. He never ceases to amaze me. I'm currently planning a trip to NYC for maybe sometime in April hopefully. He is definitely on my list on who I want to work with while I'm up there.

Photo by Christopher Griese. While I was in NY, I stayed 'till Monday (this is also when I worked with Alien Life.) I forgot to mention where we were shooting, I'm not entirely sure the location since I followed people there, but it was a really cool abandoned building, and it was freezing outside. But Chris and I got some really cool, haunting like shots.

Photo by Randy Tay. We shot this on Monday as well. He was a really funny guy. These shots maybe took 2 minutes, haha.

I'm gonna post some wishlists soon for my birthday. xD Haha.

Alien Life

2009-01-23T09:18:00.000-08:00

Last night went really well. I shot with Stuntkid with Jane Doe Latex, and it was amazing. Best latex ever, I was extremely impressed. Plus, Stuntkid is a great guy to be around, and was really happy to work with him again after all this time. Hopefully it won't be two years before we work together again. I guess I can only cross my fingers.

My boyfriend and I also have a two week trial of netflix right now, and I am trying to be patient till he comes home so we can watch the second season of Heroes. (I hate following stuff on TV, it drives me insane, so I always wait 'till the full seasons come out.)

But other than that, not too much going on. Waiting for several things to come into play, and my cell phone has been turned off, so that does make that a bit harder. I've been needing to get on AIM as well, but it's hard to, I always get bombarded when I only want to talk to like two people.

I got photos in from Alien Life/ Alfred. He was amazing to work with. Very quick and thorough. And a nice guy ontop of it. He made sure I wasn't freezing my tousche off too bad! As I said before, the snow was coming down hardcore while I was up in NY. Alfred and I definitely took advantage of that. It was beautiful outside. I love the snow. This work is some of my favorite. It's one of those sets, I can't believe it's even me, and I just keep staring. I'm so proud of it, it's really gorgeous. Alfred's amazing.

When I came home that night I checked the weather for NY that day around the time we were shooting. It was 12 degrees.

This isn't the whole set, you can see the rest of my flickr account. Hope everyone's doing well. And oh! My birthday is in a month.

NY Fantasty Photo shoot off now with pictars!

2009-01-22T08:43:00.000-08:00

Just got a chance last night to sift through the photos from the shoot off last night, and finally get them posted on my flickr. So here they are, with of course a little explanation between each ones and such.

Photo by 2 The Max Photography, who helped me with this trip a lot. He helped me with a place to stay, food, and gas. He was really fun to work with, he's really laid back. Very excited to get more back from him.

Photo by David Garcia Photography. Which I believe was one of the Boston boys, is what I am now calling them, haha. They were all really funny, fighting over 5 minutes of shooting time. Great guys. I got all of their names, but it's hard to put them to faces with all the craziness.

Photo by MB Photo 13. He grabbed me as I was walking by and we took this shot near the pool. (This location was filled to the brim with great places to shoot.) I've been a fan of his work since I've practically started. It was amazing meeting him and working with him. He was awesome! Him and I talked a lot while I was there. He makes me want to come back up to NY. :D

Photos by Silhouetto/ Noam Galai. Him and I had a one on one shoot, he had agreed to also help me with my travel expenses. He was extremely patient, and very nice. I would definitely work with him again. Hair is by Jenistyles, who is an amazing hair stylist, and everyone was lucky to have her and her friend Tia with her. Ontop of it, they were really down to earth and really fun to talk to.

Photo by AlphaNYC. He snapped off a few shots with his fisheye lens when I was shooting with Noam Galai.

This was the last shot of the night! Haha. Photo by MB Photo 13, other models are Jacqueline Gonzalez, Hawk 22, Nofar Avigdor. We had a lot of fun with this shot, and it was done in probably under 5 minutes. It was way fun!

Tonight I'm going to work with Stuntkid, hopefully shooting some latex. Can't wait!

Just got back from NY.

2009-01-21T19:00:00.001-08:00

I have returned from NY and have the internet back. This is the first time I've had a chance to actually sit down and start updating. The trip was really fun, I met a lot of really great people, and got to work with most of them.

I can't wait to get most of the images back. The location was really great, and the people setting it up did a really good job. Nothing was too disorganized, most of the people were very polite about asking me about shooting. I never had anyone be rude to me when I said I had to run or I didn't quite have the time that second.

So yeah, I had fun. The drive was a little long, not so much there, but definitely back. I got lost in Queens numerous times being up there, and once in Brooklyn. But I feel like I'm a beast driver now, haha. I drove in Manhattan for the first time and I was so scared, but it really wasn't all that bad. Just crowded.

It also snowed a lot while I was up there. I haven't seen that much snow in almost two years, I was really excited about it. haha, I felt like such a little kid. I took some pictures, I'll have to upload them soon enough.

I worked with a lot of people, and will probably post links to people as I post the photos. :D

But this a photo update, and this was my first photoshoot of 2009 with Cobblestone Studios. I shot in latex, and a few other things. They're definitely great shots. CS and I always work well together, he's a wonderful guy.

This isn't the whole set, but you can check out the rest on my flickr account. There's lots left. :D I didn't want to overload this. Haha.

Way back.

2009-01-15T11:38:00.000-08:00

My photo is on the webmercial for snapmup.They didn't say my middle name, I guess they were scared of butchering it. It's all good though, I'm just happy that I'm getting so much more exposure. :D

So my little mini break is almost up. I have to come home from VA Beach tonight, and start packing from NY. Gaaahh. D: I know I'll probably wait 'till the last minute or just slowly but surely get everything done. I also need to figure out what to wear for the day. But I'm sure after I do a little laundry I'll get it all figured it out.

I'm so not looking forward to how cold it's going to be! Heesh. It's cold enough down here for me. I'm so ready for it to be Spring.

After I come back from NY have to come back down to VA Beach, and shoot with Christopher Bautista for Cadaver Rags. Should be exciting. :D

But here's a couple of new photos. One is actually from the Richmond/Petersburg Meet and Greet way back in November. Just got a new photo back from Tim Prendergast. It was probably about 30 degrees outside that day. It was freeezing. I had to have hot packs in my shoes for about 2 hours to get all the feeling back in my toes.

They were well worth it.

I also have a few more images back from Johnny Rocket. I looovve them.

Such insanity.

2009-01-14T21:29:00.000-08:00

I have been so busy lately. I'm in VA Beach right now getting as much downtime as possible with my boyfriend before I go to NY this weekend for a Meet and Greet. Pretty excited, lots of very great people will be there, and it will definitely increase my networking in the NYC area.

Plus, Mony and I are going there in style. Certain photographers booked us for two nights in the area to shoot, and all of my gas is being compensated, so that's extremely awesome. Also, it'll be nice to have someone to ride with me. It's SUCH a long drive.

Oh, and my boyfriend and I went and saw The Spirit. Awesome movie, especially because Scarlett Johanson looks way hott in a Nazi uniform. Haha.

I'm also very excited for the new X-men movie, they cast it extremely well, and finally Gambit will actually have a part, god damn time is what I say. And the kid they got to play him was what all of my friends and I talked about, a kid who's only really been in TV shows and a few cameo's in movies.

I'm done ranting about movies, I can go on and on. I'm such a nerd.

I've got a couple of new things going on internet wise, besides being extremely behind on EVERYTHING as of this moment. I have recently gotten a flickr account, and deleted a whole mess load of photos from my myspace.

So, here's the new flickr account. Hope you enjoy. It's practically my entire portfolio, haha.

I also have a new shot from Jason Harbour/ Asylum. Make-up by Glitterbaby. It's my fav out of the whole set, I'm so glad I have it now. I'm seriously in love with it. I just keep staring at it. Hope you guys like it.

I have some more to update with, but I'm going to wait 'till my next post. I'm rather sleepy. I am going to try and get better at updating. Just been swamped lately.

Lack of updatingness,

2009-01-11T17:58:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry folks. Things have been tremendously bad lately. With the economy going to hell, and just feeling all around blah lately. Now I think I may actually be coming down with a cold, which will be doubly as terrible.

My Philly trip was canceled due to some things that wasn't anybody's fault. Hopefully it will be rescheduled for the middle of February.

I'm feeling extremely down lately, I have had a few things cancel this month, and that's the way the cookie crumbles. It just sort of sucks.

But in better news, things are picking up in other ways and I'm networking quite a bit more. I had a shoot with Cobblestone Studios this week, my second time with latex. That was pretty exciting. It's nice to move around genre's and looks.

I also had a shoot with Cadaver Rags this past weekend for her magazine Magalog coming out in February. It will be in Barnes and Noble as far as I know as of right now. Very exciting stuff! I am on the cover along with my beautiful, and ever so talented taking the world by storm friend Mosh (who I got see twice before she leaves for LA for good next week, I'm glad we got to see eachother and talk for so long, I truly like her as a person, and that's saying a lot coming from me.), and my beloved gay boyfriend since Highschool (haha) Jeramy.

We also have our own spreads in the magazine of us modeling Cadaver Rags, and it will also have our information for contact, likes, dislikes, etc, cutesy type stuff. I think it will also feature interviews from music artists and a lot of other things which is pretty nifty. :]

Not all of the shoots are done, I still have to get a few outfits shot in the next two weeks or so.

I had a paid shoot today, which was really cool, it was bloody freezing cold. I haaattteee the winter! I'm so ready for it to be Spring.

I may be going down to VA Beach this week, but that's sort of up in the air. The NY Fantasy Photo Shoot Off is this weekend, and am going to have to get ready for that on Friday. Lots of stuff happening, it'll be nice to have a break this week atleast.

I got a few photos back from Photography by JMB, from our Art of Nouveau set. So here they are, they're so very gorgeous. She's amazing. :]

2009!

2009-01-01T08:46:00.000-08:00

WOO! Happy New Years! Can't wait to get the New Year started. And I'm already starting it like I ended 2008, busy. I'm sort of slowing down with the driving though. I'm sort of scared for my car to be honest. But I'm sure it can get through anything. Just going to try and not run it around so much unless I have to.

Got a few images back from Johnny Rocket Images from our shoot about a week or so ago.

Going to Philly this weekend. Getting ready to start packing. But my cats decided it's a good idea to lay on me and I'm procrastinating, which is a usually a bad thing, but I'm known for it. Haha. I'm practically all the way booked up for January now. Talking to quite a few designers at the moment.

Looking forward for the rest of 2009, hopefully everyone else is as well.

Harbour.

2008-12-30T09:58:00.000-08:00

As of right now, I am in VA Beach, and forgot to pack underwear for the next few days. Gotta make a walmart trip. Blleeeehh. But in good news, I needed new underwear anyways. Can I afford it? Hell no. But that's what I get for being a dumb!

I didn't forget anything else atleast, not even my bag of bottled water I'm so psycho over.

In GOOD news, I already have one shot back from Asylum/Jason Harbour. And in it I'm not even wearing underwear! Haaaa! I experimented with doing full body implied nudes. I think they're really gorgeous, and would definitely think about it again in the future. But of course since I'm still in the experimenting phase, I'd be pretty picky about who I do them with. But here's the first shot. My back looks ripped! :D

:D. Yay. I may also be going to NYC for the "NYC Fantasy Photo Shoot Off", the weekend of the 18th. Just waiting for all the details. :[ I hate that part!

Atleast Philly is this weekend. I am very excited. My portfolio's gonna be amazing by the end of this month! Let's hope so anyways! Heeee.

It's also strange, I've actually come up with rates, since for this month my TFP is slowly slowing down, I am so insanely booked, I'm always falling behind on messages. I'm sure I'll get the hang of it eventually. It's nice to be so busy, and feel like my time is wanted at this moment. Means I'm getting somewhere!

New Year's Eve is tomorrow! :D

New Year's coming!

2008-12-29T21:37:00.000-08:00

Merry Belated Christmas! Hope it was fun for everyone! And the new year is on it's way.

I had a really extensive shoot this past weekend in DC with a really awesome team. Team cool studios that is! Haha. It was with Jason Harbour/Asylum, Katie Freeman/ PXE / Papermoon Productions/ Glitterbaby, and Miss Anna Evans.

We shot so many sets, my portfolio's gonna be brand new by the time I'm done with it, haha! They were ridiculously amounts of fun. I was so comfortable around all three of them, it's nice to be around people you really feel like you can connect with on a more personal basis. In other words, it's nice to be around other people who are just as geeky as me sometimes, and like to make jokes out of everything. Heeeeee.

In other shooting type news, I got some photos back from Alex, from my NYC trip just a few weeks ago. It was FREEZING out that day btw! The pictures came out beautifully, he's a really amazing photographer. Gah, I just keep remembering how cold it was, haha. Everyone that day was a trooper to me, it was insane.

Happy New Year! :D

Johnny and Bautista.

2008-12-23T13:24:00.000-08:00

Got a new shot from Christopher Bautista today. Make-up, hair, and styling by Elizabeth Tolley.

We did some extra stuff laying on the hard wood floor of the living room. It made the colors pop out even more! It was fun trying new poses and stuff.

Plus, some shots from yesterday with Johnny Rocket Images! They came out pretty awesome. I've been running around in my tights all the way up to my ribs lately! Haha.

I've been learning from posing a lot lately, been practicing more as well. I have a shoot this Saturday with Asylum. And the next weekend, Philly madness starts happening, haha, which has really turned into a mini roadtrip! Stopping in DC on the way, and stopping in Baltimore on the way back.

Happy Holidays everyone!

SNAPMUP.

2008-12-22T19:01:00.000-08:00

I went out and shot with Johnny Rocket Images today. I love meeting just really fun people, who don't take themselves so seriously and are really laid back, and great to work with. And him and his wife had the cutest puppy!

We had a fun time joking around, and listening to mexican rock music while shooting. "Mexican ricky martin." ... "wat." Haha.

And hey! I'm a featured model at the SNAPMUP event in March. Come out and maybe check it out? It looks like it's gonna be a blast!

Went out and got a few more Christmas gifts for my family, and my boyfriend went to the video store and rented old school xmas movies. He's extremely into Xmas, it's pretty adorable. Right now we're watching The Christmas Story and trying to make sure our kittens aren't getting into everything.

Happy Holidays everyone.

CLT and JMB.

2008-12-21T19:05:00.000-08:00

I got some photos back from CLT's Party, actually BY CLT this time! Haha. We had some one on one time to shoot, and the pictures definitely came out very well.

Also, here is another shot from shooting with JMB Photography, inspired by the Art of Nouveau.

Isn't it beautiful? Putting all that stuff in my hair was insane! Haha, we made such a mess. But it was really fun working with everything.

In other news, I brought my kittens to my friend's house today so they can stay here for a while before my boyfriend and I get our own place. They're being insane, and totally watching TV. xD

Hopefully have a shoot tomorrow! Plus, going Christmas shopping. :D

Winding down.

2008-12-19T19:24:00.000-08:00

Coming down with a cold, everyone else seems to be getting sick as well. Boo.

I actually have nothing scheduled next week, besides next Saturday and Sunday, it's kind of strange. But I figured I'm going to try and sneak atleast one person into next week, haha. Just have to figure out who, just for my sanity's sake. I hate not shooting for days at a time!

Also, have another picture from CLT's Party last Saturday, this one is by Kollin Bliss, he's a lot of fun. We don't take eachother so seriously, it makes for a good time. I was also styled by Decadent Livia.

And, here's a shot from when JMB Photography and I shot the other day. It's so gorgeous, it came out amazing! I luhs her. :]

That's it for now. Still waiting for some more to come back. *Crosses fingers*

Lin Daffron

2008-12-18T13:41:00.000-08:00

I've been spending time with my boyfriend this past week and it's been particularly nice. It's great to finally get some alone time, sit around, watch movies and eat pizza.

I did have a shoot with JMB Photography yesterday, it took us a little while to set everything up, and I love just hanging out with her so much, we talked a lot, which delayed us setting things up, haha. But everything turned out amazing, she's great to work with!

Here are some real photo updates, these shots are from Lin Daffron, we've been friends forever, and we took these about 2 months ago. It was freezing outside! But I think they're particularly gorgeous. She did a great job, it's amazing to watch her grow as a photographer, she's going to make it big one day, I'm sure of it.

Also, got my first image back from CLT's party last Saturday, by Corrupt Image Data, the neck piece and the corset top are by Collective Chaos Design. They were a great team.

This is an insane picture packed entry, haha, but I also got a few photos back from Christopher Bautista from the other day. Make-up, Hair, and Styling by Elizabeth Tolley. It was so much fun shooting all of this! So much creativity, it's insane! haha.

I have a shoot this weekend, and my Philly trip is now all booked up. I'm so excited for the next few weeks.

Been busy, busy, busy lately.

2008-12-16T18:27:00.000-08:00

Well, first, here's another candid from CLT's Party that Kollin Bliss took of me while we were having camera wars over the table.

Anyways, went out to VA Beach yesterday to shoot with Christopher Bautista and Elizabeth Tolley yesterday. It was a lot of fun, they're both such talented and fun people. I felt bad for Elizabeth because she was having a terrible time with her allergies, but she pulled through and she did amazing on make-up. Chris and I had a lot of fun shooting with everything.

We shot quite a few different ways with the whole outfit. Can't wait to get the images back, I'm really excited.

And here are some shots from last week with Marcus Hyde. They are teh hotness. He did a great job, I love 'em!

My Christmas List.

2008-12-14T19:08:00.000-08:00

Is a little insane this year, but uh, yeah.

Of course, you can always put money into my paypal account! Most of it will probably used for my trip to Philly at the beginning of the month, and the rest of my trips for the future, so this would be EXTREMELY helpful.

Also, I'll send my address to anyone if they want to send me any of this, or anything else you want to get me. >D

Giftcards for Forever 21, H+M, Wet Seal, Charlotte Rousse, MAC, and Sephora's.

PLUGS: Plugs in 1/2g, usually black, purple, silver, pink, or green.

http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3171
http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=2328
http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3225
http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=5169
http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=5066
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http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=2617
http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=5136
http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3564

HANGING JEWERLY in 10g, usually in black.

http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3617
http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=2842
http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3293
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http://bodyartforms.com/productdetails.asp?ProductID=3966

SHOES, size 6. In whatever colors. :

http://www.snaz75.com/plw-xtc-888-b6.html
http://www.snaz75.com/plw-kiss-1020-b6.html
http://www.snaz75.com/el-557-amber.html
http://www.snaz75.com/pl-domina-126.html
http://www.dressed2play.com/se105laanbow2.html

CLT's Party.

2008-12-14T16:43:00.000-08:00

CLT's Party was this last Saturday. I got up pretty early, but accidentally slept in for an extra hour, because I set my alarm clock wrong. Dumbdumb. But I got up, got ready extremely fast (especially for me), went and picked up Jeramy.

We traveled, we were a little weirded out by the country, all the back roads, but it was a pretty fun trip, and we got to CLT's, were welcomed, got some foods, I sat around, took some candids, talked to some people, mainly Jay and Jeramy, and did some people watching.

Things started to speed up, I shot with Kollin Bliss and Decadent Livia, hung out with them for a bit, did our shoot, it was fun, pretty quick and there was definitely some great shots.

I shot with a few other people, just a few shots, and then I'd be running around all over again. After a little while, I shot with Collective Chaos Design and her husband. They were great people, very fun to be around, and it feels like they do EVERYTHING, haha. She models, does bodypainting, and can make some gorgeous clothes. I wish I was that multi-talented.

After that, I shot a few headshots for some people, hung around, got some shots with some other people. I started to slow down, because I sort of started to feel really tired, and now today I feel like I may be coming down with a cold, so that was why, and it sort of sucks looking bad at it. But I atleast got to network a lot and hang out with some really cool people.

Everything slowed down, and Jeramy and I went out to Haylo Grave's house, and hung out with her, and ended up staying the night. But we stayed up all night talking about networking type stuff, me modeling her work, her magazine that's coming out, and all that good stuff. So hopefully I'll be bringing a few of her things to Philly with me.

It was a fun night, here are some candid shots I took of people walking around, and a few of the band that played there as well. The one of me, Jeramy took while someone was taking headshots of me, haha.

Marcus Hyde Media.

2008-12-11T20:00:00.000-08:00

Shot from my webcam after I got home tonight, woooo.

Today's been fast pace. Went and shot with Marcus Hyde today. We got some really hott shots, like woah hott. Can't wait to get them back

Also went out shopping with a few friends, but didn't get anything for myself, got something for my mom, her birthday was a few days ago, but I was just getting around to actually getting her something.

It's been really poop weather all day in Virginia today, hopefully it'll get better for the weekend and for CLT's Party this Saturday. Plus I have to prepare my car tomorrow for the drive, so really hoping the weather will lighten up. I hate the rain!

Hopefully going with a friend tomorrow. I have to unpack and then repack, hopefully I don't overpack for CLT's! I usually do.

Still need help with my Philly trip, someone just lemme know!

Rachel

Syke Energy Drink.

2008-12-10T17:28:00.000-08:00

I had a shoot for Syke Energy Drink today. No photos to show of it just yet. But it was a nice adventure to say the least.

It was nicely set up, the people were cool, and knew what they wanted, which was also nice. The studio owners were also really kind and laid back. It was a fun environment.

There were 10 models all together, and I felt a little strange at first, because I felt like I was the only one that really did this for real. But it was okay, they were fun kids, a little crazy, but fun.

Hopefully the images will come back from it soon enough, and I can how funny a lot of the things were, it was laid back, not so much posed, and very teenage-oriented.

Another reason I was pretty upped for doing this is the fact Syke is actually a campaign for non-smoking. And if you know anything about me, I'm pretty anti-smoking. So that pushed me a little harder to really get into it. I'm glad to see people trying to use good messages with "alternative" type of teenage imaging. Since it's our generation. Glad to see someone taking advantage of it.

It rolled down eventually, and I was exhausted from everything. I just woke up from a pretty ridiculous nap. I have a shoot in Richmond tomorrow.

Also trying to work on my Philly trip, shooting for the beginning of January it seems. If anyone's interested in helping me out, I would be extremely grateful.

Rachel

First post. Ahh, smells good!

2008-12-09T18:02:00.000-08:00

So this is my first post of my first ever real blog! I'm pretty excited. I'm glad I finally have all this working out for me.

Well, I just got back from my trip up to NYC to work with Alex who is from the Ukraine, but here in the states on business, and to shoot a little.

Mike and I drove up to NJ and stayed with a friend Saturday night, got up and gone on the train in the morning, since I was way too scared to drive into Manhattan. I love my simply small cities in the good ol south, haha.

We had a hard time at the beginning since we were ill-informed and thought the NJ Transit went into Grand Central. But it was okay, we just took it to Penn Station, and walked to Grand Central from there. Mike was really excited and it took us a little longer than expected to walk there, cause he stopped and took so many photos. Haha.

We got up though, and took the subway to Roosevelt Island. We got messed up on the subway only ONCE, and that was amazing to me, I was a little worried, a foreign guy and two kids from the south trying to figure out the subway system. But it was a lot easier than I thought.

Mike took the photo of me while we were on the subway, sitting next to Alex.

We eventually got to our destination, walked around a little, it was freezing! And found some really pretty nooks and corners on Roosevelt Island. We shot, I was freezing cold, surprisingly I'm not sick yet.

I made Alex say "vodka" atleast a few times while we were shooting, cause with his accent, it was too funny!

We split up eventually, Mike and I went to Times Square, got some coffee, and ventured off to find the big Christmas tree and the ice skating rink. We found it, watched some people fall for a little while, and headed back to the train.

It was a fun trip and definitely worth bearing through the freezing weather.

Hopefully will be making another trip up there soon. Also trying to figure out trips to Philadelphia, New Hampshire, and Buffalo ontop of NYC. 2009 looks like it's going to be a great year.

She won the world at a carnival.

Sooo...

Hi everybody.

Gaaah!

Busy little thing.

Whhhhyyy

Poor.

Zivity.com

Brand new day

RVAMAG

It's hot in VA right now

Yaaaaaay, updating, Yaaaay.

Home sweet home?

Boston in two days!

Oh snapolo

Holy smokes

Oh hi thar

*Yawn*

Yaaayy

Bussyyy

All alone.

Eeeeee.

Noooom.

Uggghh!

I missed April fools day!

Oh teh schmexyness

Soooo behind..

O snap blue.

*Yawn*

I am slipping..

I just wanna say..

Oh wow, what a trip!

Ho man.

My cats are terrible,

Fuck, I'm hungry.

Whhhooosssh

Hey guys. :D

I'm officially 21 today.

There's always more!

Baaccckk!

Wooo, traveling.

Rush, rush, rush.

Stress

Daring

BellaGore

I'm baaacckk.

These soles are useless without you.

My girl's got a big mouth.

Sooo sick.

Sick sickly.

Always more!

Alien Life

NY Fantasty Photo shoot off now with pictars!

Just got back from NY.

Way back.

Such insanity.

Lack of updatingness,

2009!

Harbour.

New Year's coming!

Johnny and Bautista.

SNAPMUP.

CLT and JMB.

Winding down.

Lin Daffron

Been busy, busy, busy lately.

My Christmas List.

CLT's Party.

Marcus Hyde Media.

Syke Energy Drink.

First post. Ahh, smells good!

Yawn

Yawn